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Alsu Valeeva singing my poem
not in life will i ever forget you
even if i don`t see you again
even if all i feel is regret and
a sharp uncontrollable pain
you were elegant, sweet and tender,
you were brilliant, artful and kind,
you were painting deliciously rendered
and a masterpiece of a mind
years and oceans are now between us
years and oceans of time and space
but whatever is here, can see us,
and the memories don`t get erased -
how much more can i say that i loved you
how much more than i can feel and see
on a rock at the dawn in the sunrise
a soft cloud of you, shirtless, and me -
thirteen years down the road - why now?
just because it was truer than life
in it, what, who, where and how
are impaled on the end of a knife -
which is sometimes twisting and turning
to wake up what i knew in my mind
to remind me of passion and yearning
and the beauty that was left behind -
you will always be there, won`t you, truly?
when i need it, will you not be here?
and the world we have known, won`t it fully
in the day, in the night, reappear?
and the splendor we`ve known and the torment
will it not come back, time and again
to make endlessness of each moment
and a door into truth made of pain -
and the world that we knew, not regretting,
i will come to, in joy or in wrath -
not in life will i ever forget you
nor in death, nor in death, nor in death.
https://sites.google.com/view/ilyashambatpoetry
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